Pamela Silin-Palmer

Ode To A Swine
Convenire cum omni ente

  • Envoi
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  • What pig could himself deny
  • A gently seasoned porky pie?
  • The glistening splay of roasted snout
  • The parslied porcine forefoot:
  • Removed from life, from fat, from flesh
  • Impartial blade made mince, mince, mince,
  • Spread out among the crusts to taste
  • Baked to melt, and melting licked...
  • The silenced throat, the twining tail
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  • Pig, I can no longer recall
  • Why I move in this silent circle
  • Toward incurious tomorrow
  • From feast to truffled feast
  • Lurching bellyfuls of lunch:
  • From cottled prune
  • To cuddled egg
  • To fishy creamed and poached,
  • Moving toward the unknown skewer
  • Roasting unknown roasts.
  • Pig pie never tastes the same
  • In winter rain, in summer sun;
  • Winter passed me yesterday
  • Yet winter is to come.
  • Memory marches backward
  • Space flows out the door
  • The mirror face is winking back
  • At the face before;
  • How we try to hang in time
  • Stop the rhythm and the rhyme
  • But the circle rolls us on
  • Until we roll no more.
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  • Pig, I rutted in prideful youth once,
  • Pink and squirming
  • I frolicked in mud and straw
  • And knew the joys of trough.
  • Yet I'm tired of my chewing jaw,
  • The dark damp tongue, the eager teeth:
  • I eat to live and live to die,
  • So worm eats man and man eats pie
  • While all the piggies wonder why
  • They supplement the feast:
  • An ancient tale of pig and sprout,
  • The porky pudding, the appled snout
  • (The apple you so liked to taste
  • Now flavors you with prunish grace);
  • What dimpled immortality
  • Your fruited flesh becomes in me.
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  • The pig parade is passing by
  • Throatless spectres, eyeless eyes;
  • Gravied growls from swinish jowls
  • Assault me from my pie...
  • Shall I hide my pork in honey?
  • Or disguise with salty soy?
  • Still you'd catch me gnawing on the
  • brawny bones of boar
  • As the everguileless lines of pig
  • Prance through the butcher's door.
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  • Pig, we're both roly-poly
  • Till sliced down by time's blind butcher:
  • Dismembered utterances ripple distance
  • As these present time-wound words
  • Like glistening pig-fat melt away.
  • You did not know if,
  • Unaware of subtler aspects
  • Of your posture, walk, and talk,
  • I overlooked your inbred woes
  • Your persistent gaze from tottering toes,
  • The plodding mule ploughing rows
  • The fleet formicae to and fro
  • Vain, vain in your consistencies...
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  • But pig, Aha!
  • Should you become grey for my brain
  • Grub for my tum,
  • Or should you simply stop and die
  • Cease to sense, discharge from life,
  • Feed first the raven, then the worm
  • Metamorph to fecund soil
  • Explode in silver fern,
  • Then I would recall
  • Your smallish tusk
  • Your sixteen nipples so evenly placed
  • Your ripe sow-dappled scent of musk
  • Your steaming haunch
  • Your appled face?
  • Or would my portly pig-fed soul
  • Be sucked through space from sound and light
  • Where pig and poet glide together,
  • Soundless through the night?
© Pamela Silin-Palmer
Used with permission.
The Love Poems of Honniker Winkley. Berkeley: Lancaster-Miller Publishers, 1978.